『Still Drawing』― 描き続けることで出会う、自分だけの色 ―◎「自信がないからこそ積み上げてきた」すべての人に贈る歌です。

『Still Drawing』
― 描き続けることで出会う、自分だけの色 ―
◎「自信がないからこそ積み上げてきた」すべての人に贈る歌です。

Lyrics & Music: はにーちゃん
Vocal : Aoi

何気ない朝の光が
昨日と同じように差し込む
だけど心は晴れなくて
理由もなく俯いていた

交差点に響く音
知らぬふりして歩いてた
本当の気持ちがどこかで
ずっと声を上げてた

ほら、胸の奥のノイズが
小さく震えていた
Can you hear the sound of truth ?
静けさに溶けていく

描き続けた理由も
何ひとつうまく言えないけど
何度も塗り重ねた
色は消えずにそこにあった
Even if I’m lost again
I just keep on holding the pen
This journey I can’t explain
でもそれが私の答え

簡単に夢を語ることは
時に誰かを刺してしまう
それが怖くて逃げてた
傷つくのも、傷つけるのも

「どうして描くの？」と聞かれて
答えられなかった日々
でもなぜか止められなくて
息をするように描いてた

閉じたスケッチブックの中
眠る想い達が
「ここにいるよ」って叫んでる
Can’t ignore it anymore

形にならない願いも
色あせたままのページも
全部意味があったんだって
今なら少し信じられる
Even if the sky turns grey
I won't throw my brush away
Someday I will find my way
その日を信じている

誰かと比べるほどに
心が離れていった
「上手い」とか「下手」とかじゃない
そんな声に気づいた夜

一人きりのアトリエで
涙にじむ線を引いた
それでも描きたかったのは
自分を信じるためだった

過去の私が笑う
「やっとここまで来たね」
The path was never clear
But every step brought me near

ぶつかり合った感情も
すれ違った季節も全部
キャンバスの奥に刻まれて
今の色を作ってる
Even when I feel so small
And the doubts begin to call
I’ll be standing through it all
この手で描き続ける

世界の片隅で
自分を叫ぶこと
誰に届かなくても
意味があると知った

Don’t be afraid to be alone
Your light will always shine
Trust the voice you’ve always known
It’s yours, it’s mine

あの頃の私が見てた
ぼやけた未来の先で
確かな線で描けた
「これが私」と言える絵を
Even if I fall again
I'll restart with trembling hands
There’s no need to be perfect
Just real, just true, just me

まだ終わらないこのストーリー
明日も続いていく
「今ここにいる」ってことを
色にして残していく
Still drawing, still breathing, still alive
My colors will never fade

『Still Drawing』
— By continuing to paint, you will discover your own unique color —
◎ This song is for all those who have "built things up precisely because they lacked confidence."

Lyrics & Music: はにーちゃん
Vocal : Aoi

Another quiet morning light
Shines the same, but I still feel a weight
I can't explain this empty state
My head is full, my heart is grey

The crosswalk buzzes like before
I walk along, but I ignore
The voice that’s hiding deep inside
Has long been calling out to me

A trembling noise inside my chest
I tried so hard to just suppress
But can you hear that honest sound?
It’s there, it’s always been around

I kept on drawing without a name
Couldn’t say the reason, felt so ashamed
Layer by layer, I painted on
And found a color that stayed strong
Even if I’m lost again
I just keep on holding the pen
This journey I can’t explain
But maybe that’s my only way

It’s easy to talk about a dream
But hard to say it without hurting
I ran away from both the sides
Of causing pain or feeling mine

When someone asked, “Why do you draw?”
I had no words, I paused in awe
But even so, I couldn’t stop
It felt like breathing in the dark

Inside my closed-up sketchbook
So many thoughts are trapped and shook
They cry aloud, “We still exist!”
I can’t pretend I don’t hear this

All my silent, shapeless dreams
And faded pages, torn at the seams
I see now they were never wrong
They’ve led me here and made me strong
Even if the sky turns grey
I won’t throw my brush away
Someday I will find my way
And I believe in that someday

The more I compared, the more I strayed
My heart grew distant and afraid
It’s not about who’s best or not
One night, that truth was all I thought

Alone inside my quiet space
A trembling hand, a tear-streaked face
Still, I drew just one more line
To prove that I am still alive

My past self softly smiled at me
“Look how far you've come, you see?”
The path was always dark and rough
But each small step was just enough

All the days I clashed and cried
And every season I let slide
They're colors etched into my soul
And made my canvas feel more whole
Even when I feel so small
And the doubts begin to call
I’ll be standing through it all
With hands that still keep drawing on

Even if no one can hear
Even if no one is near
To scream your name into the sky
Still means you’re trying, still alive

Don’t be afraid to be alone
Your light will always shine
Trust the voice you’ve always known
It’s yours, it’s mine

The future I once couldn’t see
Is now a part of what’s in me
A picture I can now define
With steady hands, this truth is mine
Even if I fall again
I'll restart with trembling hands
There’s no need to be perfect
Just real, just true, just me

This story’s far from its last page
Tomorrow’s waiting off the stage
To paint the proof that I exist
In every color I have mixed
Still drawing, still breathing, still alive
My colors will never fade

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