tosca「冥土でリセット！」

「失敗なんて冥土でリセット」
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「冥土でリセット！」
過去の関係も手伝って
不意に反省が裏切った
燻むようなカトラリー
気が滅入っちゃうな
単純なことだった、なのに実際は偽った
少しの本当を嫌って

左の胸を刺す非道な無関心は一層
やがて爆ぜる自己庇護欲に嗾けて
あなただってそうなれるでしょう？
私を飼い慣らして

可愛くなあれ
世界中が嘘だって羨むように
その美醜が眩むように
また何度だって僻む劣等
なんて凄惨で脆い幻想
だから焦がれるの
失敗したって冥土でリセット

一人で満たされるために騙ったコゼット
自浄作用こそあるとて癖になっちゃうわ
一度だけとハートに触れた真っ当な代償
この手で摘ませて、後戻りは無しね？

可愛くなって、なおもっと
どうせ一回じゃ終わんないの
この世界を手の内に
欲張っちゃったって所詮本能
毎時毎分毎秒ずっと
故に焦がれるの

必死な安置確保でも
ちょっとは潤うのなら
罪の意識もない、そうでしょ？
真っ白なクロスはまだ
信じて待っててくれると
そう言い聞かせて

可愛くなあれ
無感情に嘘だって塗りたくって
その美醜が霞むほど
また何度だって僻む劣等
どうせ暗澹で苦い幻想
なのに焦がれるの
失敗なんて冥土でリセット

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The past keeps pulling at my sleeve,
Then sudden guilt betrays me.
Silverware left dull with smoke,
It's wearing down my soul.

It should've been so simple,
Yet somehow I chose the lie.
Rejecting even the smallest truth.

The cruel indifference piercing through my chest
Only grows stronger.
It feeds the urge to protect myself
Until it bursts apart.
You could become like that too, couldn't you?
Go ahead—tame me.

Make me beautiful.
Beautiful enough to make the whole world
Envy even my lies.
Until beauty and ugliness blur together,
Again and again I drown in jealousy.
Such fragile, brutal fantasies…
Still, I can't stop longing.
If I fail—I'll just reset in the afterlife.

Pretending to be satisfied alone,
Like Cosette hiding away.
Even if there's some way to cleanse myself,
This habit never leaves.

The price I paid
Just to touch one honest heart.
Pick it with your own hands—
There's no turning back now.

Make me prettier… even more.
One time could never be enough.
I want this whole world in my hands.
Greedy? Maybe that's just instinct.
Every hour, every minute, every second,
That's why I keep longing.

Even if I'm desperately
Searching for somewhere safe,
If it eases the pain just a little…
Then guilt doesn't matter, right?

That spotless white cloth
Is surely still waiting for me.
At least… that's what I keep telling myself.

Make me beautiful.
Paint over everything with emotionless lies.
Until beauty and ugliness fade away,
Again and again I envy everyone else.
Just another bitter, hopeless illusion…
Yet I still long for it.
If I fail—
I'll reset in the afterlife.